After a short hiatus, and a little down time, I finally feel ready to blog a little bit again, and so I’m back at my favorite spot at the Oslo library, enjoying my view of the opera house and the harbor. The sun is setting over in the hills in the distance, and it’s been another cold day here in the capital of Norway. Although with January having set both cold and snow records, I believe, I feel that I’m starting to get adjusted and it actually didn’t feel so cold to me today. It felt fresh and it was nice to be outside for a bit, breathing in the cold air, after having been cooped up at home for a few days.
The start of this new year has been rather intense for me, perhaps in some ways the most intense so far in my ascension journey, as my kundalini was very active this past week, and I was down for the count, so to speak. I was supposed to work, but had to slow right down, as I felt tired, quite uneasy and hyper sensitive as the energies were at work. It was difficult to do much else other than just taking it easy and resting on the couch. But I suppose that is what I needed, and was what allowed the energy to work on me and do what it needed to do. It felt a bit different than before, as I didn’t really feel down, or like anything heavy was coming up to be cleared. It was still incredibly intense, though, but nice to see that I have come a long way in my healing. So far, in fact, that I actually think I’m through the worst of it now.
In some ways, it felt a bit similar to when my kundalini initially came up, which is coming up on 7 years now, next month. Back then it felt very gentle, though. It came up as I was sleeping, and when I woke up early in the morning, I felt completely blissed out, and I just lay like that for several hours, enjoying the feeling. This time it felt like the kundalini was working deeper to dislodge stuck energy and upgrade me in a way. I felt a lot of energy coursing through my body, like a tingling sensation, and it felt particularly concentrated around the center of my chest and solar plexus, as well as in my head. It seemed to be working on my heart and solar plexus chakras, as well as my higher energy center. It made me feel a bit spacey, so I felt that it was important to try and ground the energies a bit.
To help with the grounding I went for a long walk on the 3rd day of this experience, when I finally felt up to moving a bit more, I wasn’t able to do much of that the first couple of days. Despite the fact that it was snowing quite heavily, it felt good and refreshing, and it helped quite a bit. I also did my usual Kundalini yoga and meditation, which I do every evening to help keep me balanced and sane in this deep process of mine. Talking to a couple of friends also helped, and now it has settled down quite a bit, although not entirely, as I still feel the energies moving around my body, albeit not nearly as intense. But I’ve still felt the tingling sensation within my body and up my spine in recent days, especially when I go to sleep or wake up in the morning. I can feel it a little now too, as I write.
After having moved through and cleared out a lot of heavy energies and old traumas in the past 7 years, it feels like I’m at a new precipice now, on this journey. Although there are still things to be cleared out, and the process continues, it feels lighter and like I’m moving up to a higher vibration, and can stay there consistently. It feels like the peaks and valley are evening out more. Although the energy is winding its way through me and still finding stuff to clear out, it feels more like I’m being upgraded and uplifted now, as opposed to healing old stuff. I still sense that there is more that needs to fall into place for me, and a deeper understanding and clarity that is coming through, so it’s not like there isn’t more stuff to work through, to learn and to experience, but all in all it feels lighter and even exciting at times now, and not heavy. So nice to feel that there is light at the end of the tunnel, and that all the work is worth it!
As things are lightening up, I feel more and more inspired and more in the flow when it comes to my music too, so I’ve been able to move forward a bit with that in the last couple of days, as I’ve been coming out of the intensity. I’m tweaking my songs, got a piano part recorded and adding some more tracks and effects in. It feels lighter and more fun than ever, and I’m really enjoying it more and more every day. I still haven’t started on the mixing yet, as I feel that I want to complete the production on all 3 songs, before I tackle that part of the project. But that is coming too, and I’m excited to see what I’ll be able to do with that.
So I hope your start to the new year hasn’t been as intense as mine, but if it has, rest assured that things will get better, as you keep moving through your own process. Keep doing the work, take care of yourself, and do what you need to do to allow yourself to heal and be uplifted into higher vibrations.
With that, I sign off for today, and as always send you much love & light!
Divine Love Alchemy 