So we’re in December and the final month of this year of 2023. This year has just flown by. To me it feels like time just keeps speeding up, each year flying by faster than the one before. Especially since my journey of ascension began nearly 7 years ago. I can’t believe we’re just about at the end of another year, and that it’s actually been almost 7 years since my kundalini and twin flame awakening and all the craziness that came along with it. What a journey it has been! Very challenging at times, but filled with such love, light and miracles at times, as well. I wouldn’t have been without any of it. And it just keeps getting more interesting…
Here in Norway we’ve had a crazy cold spell in recent weeks, much colder than normal for this time of year. Some people say that we’re moving into a mini ice age in the years to come, so perhaps it has something to do with that, I don’t know. Makes me want to flee the country and spend time in warmer climates, at least during the colder times of the year. I love my country, and I know there are reasons why I was guided to move back here, so I can’t just abandon it again altogether, but if it continues to be this cold in the months (and years) to come, I’ve gotta figure something out. 😅
Anyway, the weather certainly inspires to spend time inside, and slowing down, which is exactly what I’ve done this past couple of weeks. As usual, I had big plans to get going with mixing my tracks that I’ve been working on in recent months, but it doesn’t seem like I was quite there after all. I’ve talked with some musicians to play on my songs, though, as I needed some guitar on one track and some piano on another. The guitar is already taken care of, and the piano part is coming soon, so I have at least accomplished that, but energetically I just haven’t quite been ready for the rest of it. But of course, I know it’s coming. In the meantime, there seems to be some big shifts going on within me once again, more stuff being cleared out and I’m being brought to a place of more wholeness and peace, it seems.
Although on the outside it is the darkest time of the year, as we build up to the Winter solstice here in the northern hemisphere, and there are many dark things happening in the world at the moment too, I love how we decorate with lights both inside and outside our homes in order to lift our spirits and chase some of the dark away. Perhaps most importantly though, that should serve as a reminder to go within too, and work on expanding the light within. With the busyness that this time of year tends to bring, I feel it’s important to (as much as possible) take some time to slow down and go within, allowing yourself to fully feel both the joy and sadness that this season may bring up for you. The holidays always tends to bring up a bit of both for me, joy for the time spent with family and friends that I love, but also sadness for loved ones who are no longer with us or separated from us for one reason or another.
As I’ve had some time off work this recent weeks, I’ve had more time to slow down and go within, and apparently that was needed, as there have been some new energies coming in, that are still being integrated. So although I had planned to be productive, that’s not what happened, but it actually doesn’t bother me so much as it has before, as I know everything will fall into place regardless. It’s weeding out some of this impatience that I tend to get trapped in, but doesn’t really serve me. I’m learning more and more for each time that I circle back to this, that in order for things to happen and change in my outer reality, my inner reality needs to vibrate at the right level. And I’ve really felt that vibration this time, almost like a zero point, where you feel totally peaceful and loving, and like nothing stands in the way of you doing all that you dream of doing, and more.
It’s like being in the power of now, I suppose, not dwelling in the past or worrying about the future, and there was just this feeling of light, love and peace within, deeper than I’ve ever felt before. I wasn’t able to sustain it though, as afterwards there were many things that came up to be cleared, yet I’ve been able to retain some of that feeling of knowing, a certainty that everything is falling into place, both within and without. And the more I clear, that more that feeling is coming back. Which is why I’m not worried that I haven’t been able to mix my songs yet, as I know it will happen when the time is right. It’s more important to follow my inner guidance, and allow my inner state to come into balance first, and then all else will follow. And reaching that state feels closer than ever now. Although I keep moving a little in and out of it, as more stuff is being cleared out, I can still feel it there within reach.
So light, love and peace really seems to be moving into my being, not just for the season, but here to stay, I feel. And I don’t think it is a coincidence that it is happening at this time of year, with the Winter Solstice right around the corner and during this coldest and darkest time. I hope that you also are able to take some time and slow down a little, connecting with the love and light within you, allowing it to sustain you when the outside world seems to be at its darkest.
With that I wish you a beautiful December, and as always send you much love & light!
Divine Love Alchemy 