So I’m back from my holiday in Greece, and although I had meant to write last week, I found that I needed a little bit more time to digest and process everything, both from the trip but also other things that have been happening in recent weeks. The island of Crete was a magical place, and the trip felt healing for me in so many ways. Immersing myself in the sun, the sea and the beaches was of course very grounding and cleansing just in itself, but more than that, there is a unique energy to the island, as if you can just feel all the history that’s there. I’ve felt drawn to visit Crete for several years, and now that I’ve been, I’m beginning to understand why.
Greece is known as the cradle of modern civilization, and Crete was the center of the Minoan civilization, the most ancient European civilization (that we know of to date). And at least, for me, it’s almost as if the energy of that ancient civilization was still in the air, as well as what felt like a strong goddess energy. The place also felt familiar to me, almost like home, or that it has been home for me at some point, so I definitely believe I’ve had past lives here. I haven’t had too much detail come up regarding that as yet, but I trust it will come. I am still integrating a lot from the trip at the moment, but I feel that I will need to go back there and explore more, and feel into what my past there may have been. I feel there may be clues there to rediscover a part of my soul that I need to heal and integrate, on my journey to become whole once again.
I think there actually may be a connection to a past life in Greece/Crete with this man that I’ve been seeing in recent weeks. Plus I also met someone while in Greece that there may or may not be some sort of connection with that could also be linked to the same past lives there. It’s a little too soon to say at this point, but we’ll see what comes up in the coming weeks. I have a feeling that there could be something, but I also am trying not to read too much into things, so we’ll see what unfolds. Now I’m back in Norway, and back to my regular life, and I feel I need to ground a bit, get back to my job, and whatever needs to come up in relation to all of this, I’m sure will do so in time.
September has definitely been a highly transformative month for me. So much so, that I almost feel like a different person. My experience with the new man in my life has helped me, and still is, really, helping me to heal more of my abandonment wound. It’s quite amazing to see that although I can still get attached to people and places a little too much, I also can see that many patterns around that have healed, as I no longer have the need to jump into a relationship too quickly, and I’m able to allow things to unfold in their own time, without pushing or trying to put something into a box. This is quite an amazing experience, and I’m so happy to have come this far. There are still things that are coming up to be released, but taking things slow is giving me the time to work through and release them, without them taking over and ruining the budding relationship.
Looking back at my experiences over the past few years, there have been several people that I’ve met, where I feel that there is some sort of soul connection with. In most instances there have been karmic bonds, both good karma and bad karma, or put in a different way; I’ve had both good and bad experiences in past lives with these people. Sometimes I’ve seen that some of these people hurt me in a bad way, but other times I’ve seen that they actually saved me, either literally or figuratively, and so the fact that our paths have crossed again, is not always about healing something bad from the past, but also an opportunity for me to give something back, or to heal something deeper in our connection. Ultimately, the experience of meeting them again in this life has been healing, regardless, and I find it really quite mind-blowing at times, what (and who) the universe puts in my way, in order for me to heal and grow at ever deeper levels.
So although sometimes “karmic relationships” often get a bad rap in spiritual circles, as if they are something negative, I don’t find that at all. As long as you can realize the deeper lessons and use the encounter to heal the past, they can be a blessing that catapult you into higher levels of love and forgiveness. And that can be such a profound and beautiful experience in so many ways, regardless of what the past holds. The challenge sometimes when encountering people you have karmic ties with, can be that the patterns from the past often repeat themselves. This will often be the case when you’re unaware of the past connection, and unless you dig deeper and become aware of the past connection and why this person is brought into your life, it will often continue this way. I think ultimately karma will bring people together until their karma is resolved. So it becomes a matter of understanding this and seizing the opportunity to shift things around for good. That may not always be easy, and you may need several tries, but it’s so amazing when the shifts finally happen!
So when someone is brought into your life that you have karma with, (I feel this happens at an increasing pace these days, at least for me), and it appears to be challenging at first, don’t dismiss the connection immediately. Of course, if someone is abusive to you, you must get away from them and/or set clear boundaries, but it’s never a bad idea to dig a little deeper and see if there may be a deeper karmic connection and a reason for why this person has come into your life. As long as it ultimately brings more love and understanding to you or the other person (or both), and that can be in the form of self-love, too, by saying no to repeating the karmic pattern this time, then the meeting is worth it. I feel that there is always something to learn and heal from every karmic meeting, and so it’s good to keep an open mind when meeting someone new, even if that person may appear complicated and difficult.
So if you are experiencing some trying relationships, perhaps there may be something in your past that needs to be looked at, and patterns to clear once and for all. Some past life regression work, or other work to tap into past lives, may be helpful to get to the bottom of it. If you would like some help with that, feel free to contact me, if you feel called to explore working with me.
With that I sign off for today, and wish you all the best with clearing your own karma. As always, I send you much love & light!
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